retrospect?

non stop train. been actively organizing and celebrating.

excessive digression
undulating corpselikelaying
reverberating analysis
not intuitive ENOUGH
am i really that callous as I claim to be compassionate?
cant care dontcarewontstop cant stop.
I'm treading water, placenta, womb like
so easy to get lodged..; stuck
no time to speak out of place.
what's good with synonymity?
What Exactly has perched claws deep into my clavicles in an eternal shoulder rest?